Only way ...

Tonight feels like one of the entities
that invisibly surge against my thoughts 
The benign presence of you
Upflowing from my blood
Boils of moving calamities 
How in the darkness 
Under a charcoaled blanket of sleepless trance 
You move and paint me with touches
Moist anxieties of the never-ending craving 
The feeling of you in the very core of me
Sketching up uncertainty 
Confusions of a mind too blank 
And a soul too full
Flutterings of a heart shaking still
Be that the only way
This aged flesh finds its long lost heaven.